Is it just a feeling?

I feel that i'm suppose to be doing something big...
yet i'm here being so ordinary.

I feel that i'm capable of anything...
yet i'm just as ordinary as the others.

I feel that i could deal with everyone with ease...
yet i've always let those who had hopes in me down.

I feel that i could balance out everything in life...
yet i'm always imbalance.

I feel that i'm very well composed...
yet i'm not as perfect as i think.

I feel that...

It's time for recomposition...

18.06.08

The time was 6.25pm in the evening and I was in a meeting room for a briefing for upcoming event. Everyone involved was getting ready and looking forward to the long awaited briefing session. But there were some people who were tired of waiting (me) for the person-in-charge to start the briefing session. So I took out my trusty little notebook and start scribbling and drawing in it. This is when someone took my notebook away and jokingly wrote something in it.

Please note the following:-
In case of emergency:
If anything happen to me (Ayu), please call;

My mother (Jamaliah), my father (Amirol), my elder brother (Hafiz), cuz if you call my younger bro, he wouldn't know what to do! My grandma & granpa, my friends (Nana, Seyna, Caca), my beautiful cousins (Firah & Hajar), my boyfriend (Eric Bana), my ex-boyfriend (Jude Law), my fiancee (Paul Walker), my boss (Adrian) - cuz he needs to know why am I not in the office, my mentor (Lim) - cuz he'll be looking for me and everyone in the entire world - Cuz I'm just the most important person in the world!!

Of course i treated it as a joke and agree to do so when she returned my little notebook to me. The briefing session starts and I soon forgotten about the incident. All these happens half year ago. Recently, i got to know that she met an accident oversea and sustained some injury. One of her lecturer and a friend passed away in the accident.

Come to think about it, it reminds us of how we always take things for granted in life. Life is just too precious to be taken granted. Cherish every moment in life and live life to the fullest!!

Yoga - not for Muslims

Yoga is a healing system of theory and practice. It is a combination of breathing exercises, physical postures, and meditation, practiced for more than 5,000 years.

While Yoga evolved as a spiritual practice in Hinduism, in the Western World, a part of yoga, known as Asana, has grown popular as a form of purely physical exercise. Some Western forms have little or nothing to do with Hinduism or spirituality, but are simply a way of keeping fit and healthy. (taken from Wikipedia)

And here in Malaysia, Muslims are banned from practicing it. The National Fatwa Council said that it has elements of other religion and could corrupt Muslims.

Well.. in my humble opinion, i just don't see what is wrong with practicing yoga for for health issue. In fact, practicing yoga doesn't necessarily involved worshiping and chanting. The physical movement were good for improving one's health. Why weren't yoga banned in other Muslim countries?

Besides, yoga had evolved since more than 5000 years ago. We are now in the 21st century, people can differentiate what is good for them and what's not. Don't you think so?

Guruji says...

"Are u into medic or engineering?" said Guruji.
"No..I'm into advertising." I replied.
"What? Are u kidding me? U are suppose to be in medic to save people!" said Guruji (surprising tone).
"....but I like advertising..." I replied.
"U are suppose to save people with your hand (according to my birth date & name). Don't waste the 'gift' that God has given to u!" said Guruji.

I'm kinda 'stunned' by his answer. Well, i'm still sticking to advertising though. Being a doctor is just not my thing. I mean, there's plenty of ways of saving people and you don't have to be a doctor to save people rite? After all this is my decision, my life.

Blog?

Been wondering recently...
why blog?
is it addictive?
is it the 'IN' thing?
is it an outlet to express oneself?
to release stress?
or just for fun?

people promoting their blog
people updating their blog
people reading other's blog
people commenting other's blog

and here i am
just curious bout blogging