Is it just a feeling?

I feel that i'm suppose to be doing something big...
yet i'm here being so ordinary.

I feel that i'm capable of anything...
yet i'm just as ordinary as the others.

I feel that i could deal with everyone with ease...
yet i've always let those who had hopes in me down.

I feel that i could balance out everything in life...
yet i'm always imbalance.

I feel that i'm very well composed...
yet i'm not as perfect as i think.

I feel that...

It's time for recomposition...